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Monday, October 09, 2006

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF ALREADY.

SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO HIT MY HEAD ON THE WALL. i can't concentrate! which is why im here blogging... cos i decided to take a rest -.- so i can supposedly concentrate better later. seriously lah. its not the mind congested until nothing can go in anymore okay. its the kind of I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ANYMORE.

and tomorrow's the last day. why cant i just put in whatever strength i have left -.- bloody hell. thats why i want to kill myself. UGH UGH UGH! im so pissed with myself =/ stupid brain! RAH. even cher is experiencing the same thing =/

good luck to my sleeping-at-2330-schedule (:
lets change that to my sleeping-at-0130 schedule (:

sounds much better. okay now that kind of relieved some stress =/ i was feeling kind of panicky :D five more minutes before im going down again. damn it. thinking about it, i didnt use the computer today! or yesterday! okay fine i did lah but a while only (: big accomplishment :D

okay toodles before my mom catches me blogging =/

1:42 PM